I was guttered in the beginning
I couldn’t believe it was so.
What the hell is going on
I didn’t even know.
What was this disease they speak of
and how will it hurt me?
I wasn’t ready for the answers
I didn’t even want to see
I said “This sucks!”
I’ve looked after myself always
Was it all for nothing???
There was a time I said “I’m tough!”
This disease will not win
But through my ignorance I let it
And thank God I looked within.
I am know full of knowledge
and learning more every day.
“I will beat this disease!”
is what I can hear myself say.
I am giving myself love,
I meditate whenever I can.
I believe I am part of the answer
the Universe has a plan.
I am such a different person
to the one I was before.
I have realised my life’s purpose,
I am beginning to see what’s in store.
It’s kindness, love and gratitude
especially to myself.
I have more excitement for life
I am getting down off the shelf.
MS is not going to beat me,
In fact I am grateful that it came.
It’s taught me so much about life
Happiness and self-love is what I have gained.
Thank You for the lessons
and the new life that I know
I have been really good listener
So MS, now you may go!